im blogging again!im doing my purple book now.and im chatting with buttybutt and ahmax. hahas. silly ahmax. her entrys' farniee. she just went off for lunch. and i started telling her the stuff that i have to do before i die.

hahas.i just MWAHhed her. i feel lesbo.hahas. lalala. im becoming weird. im doing the weirdest things. hahas.funnyyy.

how long does the postman take to mail me something from another part of singapore. does it take 2days? or 3days?! :/

oh apparently even though my status on msn is BUSY im like chatting away happily. hahas. and blogging happily.and im not even doing math. haha.

ahmax!!i like ur entry!!im copying it. thanks for letting me copy this part of it!:D

loving is knwing how andd when to let go of the things that you adore the most.

loving is knwing wen to give your most loved one euthanasia aldou you'd kill yourself knwing that youve killed the one you love the most.

loving is not blaming that someone fer killing your grannny or so. but instead, understanding that your granny's time was up, andd it was her time to leave. that, God loved her more than i or you did.

loving, is basically, something that shldnt be harmful. for if love did hurt emotionally, it is, andd nvr WILL BE love.- gelatine!((:

oh oh. and if you wanna read her entry click here

that's so sweeet.i guess i'll never know how to love people properly. gee. oh well. i'll just love myself. :((

is loving someone painful?

or isit supposed to be happy and nice. i think loving someone is actually rather painful. coz u'll never know what that person will leave you, or betray you, or walk away from you without saying bye.

if loving was nice and happy, then there won't be hatred in this world would there. i think hatred only comes about after someone you love does something bad and evil to you. and u cant forgive that person for watever she does.

anyway, im digressing. hahas.i just realized i've been typing too much and im not doing math. hahas. wait.

i was just wondering something. why are some people such backstabbers? :/ it's so eeky. grr. and why do some people claim that that person is disgusting and eeky and all and watever crap but they end up being ohsonice to that person?! bahh. even im like that sometimes. and i hate myself when im like that.

but then again..isit because they dont wanna hurt that person's feelings? i dunno larrs. i mean. if i dun like you and im mean to you i will feel mean but like i wont really care? and if im nice to you i'll start thinking that actually that persons not that bad? but then again i'll think yucks. im becoming fake.

oh no.im confusing myself.so i shall strike it out and pretend i never typed that. i think i better go back to do math.

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